time to move forward
I have many dangerous thoughts. Furious, critical, deeply questioning. But I haven’t been posting them here.
Insofar as time exists, or seems to, beyond a fundamental Buddhist idea of the all-pervading present, there is no such thing as “going back.” And regardless of which version of time I am holding, it’s healthy and stress reducing to think that even if I return to a place I have been before, it must be a “going forward.”
Anxiety comes and is hard. It is a comfort, though soft-spoken, that all movement is forward, that there is change.